*the order does not matter… they are equally important*

There was this boy. Or maybe he was a man already. Or perhaps a mix. *They all are*

We were introduced to each other. He was nice and all, but I’m sure I had other things on my mind back then. We would get together, online or live, and talk about many things. *actually, he would talk and I would listen :P * It’s kind of funny, thinking about it today, that I could share intimate matters with him. We were not that close… He was a friend of a friend, you know?

And then, he wasn’t around anymore. He was so far away. And I missed him. I missed his point of view and e-mail was not enough. ‘Till one day I just couldn’t deal with it. *not that I was able to deal with many things around that time* And we quit exchanging words.

That’s how it was for some months. Until the friend *can I say that still* kind of made us reunite. And we talked and saw each other on our webcams and it was fine. We were fine and close and intimate. Good, cause I had missed him *I’d never admit such thing though*

After so long, he is here! Not exactly here, which is kind of frustrating, but we’re at least in the same state now :)

He talks about beliefs and life and sex and shares a bed with me. He has ambition, but is kind of lazy sometimes. He makes me laugh, he makes me cry, he makes me be true to myself. *I hate him :P *

I <3 him. One of the four men of my life…